Ok! I got a little under 10 minutes to write this journal entry before I skip off to school.

Well the crisis between bf and ex has dispersed. Thank the fucking Spirit. Then I got to thinking that I should really just focus on myself right now.

Me and my godmother used our Psychic Circle(Ouija Board) last night. That helped me a lot we got an excellent reading. I asked about further college plans.

I've been thinking about going into the Wilderness/Biology thing. (I don't quite know what it's called.) But I love working with animals and I love wild animals, they are so beautiful.

Anyway! I've asked the board and it said I should do the wilderness thing. I got a shiver then I asked what animal would I most likely encounter? And it spelled out B-E-A-R. Then after that I thought about my Spirit Guide. I asked if my Spirit Guide was a male or female, it pointed to the sign of Mars which is also a male entity. Then I asked if my Spirit Guide was with me right now and it answered "Yes." I asked if my guide was a bear and it said "Yes." I was starting to get excited but then I asked for the name, I remembered I asked that question before a long time ago and it didn't really answer it kept pointing to U-R. BUT THIS TIME, it went to U, then it circled once and went straight to Uranus.

Coincidence? I think not. But I asked about other things like "Am I going to end up in past relationships?" And it pointed to Mars again, which is a male presence. And I growled. It has to do with my Ex. But then it told me to move forward and focus on myself.

So I got a lot of thinking to do. Most of my life I've been thinking of others instead of myself. I know it may seem selfish but I NEED THIS MORE THAN ANYTHING. Cause I'm gunna end up not going to college if I just concentrate on friends and lovers. And I need this college to go into my dream job, working with bears.

Well that's all folks! I gotta get goin to school.

PSYCHIC BOARD QUESTIONS:

If you would like any of your questions answered feel free to post them in the comments. But first thing's first. We got some rules.

1. No stupid/silly questions. Ex. When will I die?
2. Don't ask spirits how they passed on, it will hurt them.
3. Do not summon spirits, that's bad joo joo.
4. Make sure you write your real name or something that a spirit would know you by.
5. 4 questions PER PERSON.
6. I'm doing each person one reading at a time.
7. Have patience!!!!

I will be sure to type up a following journal entry.